In response...
I know I haven’t blogged since the last time you blogged….Yeah but I agree that we haven’t really caught up in a while…It feels that every week we hang out, but we haven’t been sharing much…Hanging out and chilling out doesn’t mean that we have been sharing our deepest thoughts….
I have been struggling in trying to complete my work, and so that I would leave behind a good impression….Afterall, I do want to try to get back in HR in time to come….I know that going to Engineering is an answer that God has for my work situation….I will explain in time to come, but I know that it is the answer now….Because of certain things which are going to happen, but I can’t share now….But I will in time to come….Cos I need to protect some confidential stuff now…..So I guess I feel more at peace about it now…But I know that I don’t have complete peace yet….Because I haven’t spoken to the Departmental Head to find out exactly what I will be doing….But that is okay, I’m going to trust God in this one…. =) But the situation is kinda complicated now…Turns out that the Engineering Division Head is quitting….So I have no idea what is going to happen in Engineering….Will be trusting God on that one too….Because I’m quite familiar with that Division Head, but I guess God wants me to start ground zero again….And I’m willing to go all out for it….Guess I’m more positive about it now, because I know that everything happens for a purpose….Even though I don’t like the idea of it….
For myself, I am finding that I’m comfortable in GBC, learning more and more from the Ecclesiastes sermons, and from what Pastor has been saying in the past few weeks….But I don’t know if I should be uprooting myself still to find another church because I really need a support group my age…My colleagues can’t be as much of a support group that they are now when I go to Engineering….We pray together almost every day now…But it is going to be hard to do so in future…Unless over blog or phone…But we will try to keep it going…But I really need friends and support my age…..So I'm going to see how things go after the missions trip....
As for myself, I have learnt that I will not be anxious about things....About short cutting the process....God's plan will be revealed in His time....It is a hard thing to learn, since I'm generally impatient....But I am learning......So I'm commiting to God whatever He has in store for me in the next year....Be it new work environment, how I will serve in church next year, whether there will be a guy, I should change church...I'm going to trust in God....I just want to break through this level of relationship that I have with Him....In your case, it is being broken....I guess I want to grow closer and closer to Him....Be it being broken in areas of my life which I haven't been, or just excelling to learning more about Him and loving and respecting Him as a Father...I guess I don't want to be treating Him as a friend....He deserves my respect and awe.....
Got a lot to think about...And will have to think more, to prep for BS this week on Ecclesiastes 4.....Are you coming?
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