Grain Drops

Must think I'm mad...

You must think I'm mad...Well I realized I didn't blog from Day 8 all the way to Day 16...So had to do them quickly in one go...

I'm really tired and exhausted from everything...I think I cannot juggle everything that I have...I can't and I'm stretching myself too thin...I can't give up any much more time to do anything else..If I do, please SLAP me! Cos I don't want to give Jane and Fedora the crumbs of my time with BS, and I want to be able to catch up with you PROPERLY every time...My parents are getting older as well and I need to spend time with them....

But I want to do well in school and at work as well..And it is killing me to do everything....
I can't catch up with anyone else anymore apart from these people...No wonder I don't have a guy in my life...He wouldn't be able to fit in and I would be giving him the crumbs of my time....Or killing myself even more....No wonder I fell sick in the 1st half of the year when I hung out a lot with Ian...

I'm so glad that I'm on leave tomorrow and that I'm able to just chill out with my friends....And spend some time with them...Cos they are all going away....I still have one more hour at work..And it's making me nervous cos I got a lot of my work to clear on my desk...So I'm going to gambatte now! :)

So am I catching up with you on Saturday late night or Sunday early morning? Let me know?

We going to church together as usual right?

posted by smallie @ 4:51 PM