here i am again
hey ade ade ade..haha
im in school now and been replying all blogs and stuff like that and i decided its time to reactivate this once more..haha..pardon me for not visiting this place as often as i wish i could but then again i see you more often than i come here so its cool!hhah..i foresee us using this more when i leave for aussie again..hah.
anyways im reaadin my PDL more dilligently now.hah..and im at chapter 35...that correct?haah..
but its been a really excellent journey doing this book and im sure it was for you too..
i dont recall whether ive shared with you someof the chapters that really spoke to me..i think i did mention to you the chapter on shape and stuff like that..but seriously..chapters 30 to 35 has been so beneficial to me..in all instances..im in the processs of really discovereing my shape and everything...and its so exicting when i read about how Gods handicraft in each of our lives is so extraordinary...beginning to realise more and more about why stuff happens and just embracing them as part of the big plan that i cannot see...its so exicitng!!hahh
ok like the biggest most recent thing that ive learnt is that God has placed me in CEE with the knowledge that i can do it which is why im there...He knows that he has given me the gifts to handle it..i just need to dig them up and develop it and put in the needed work to perfect it and groom it...and in terms of my confidence..God has really made me realise that its not that im misplaced in engin, its that i have that gift and i just never knew it!!haah...cool right??!!!
and the latest thing ..is the role of being a servant...been reading eccl after sunday ..and i learn so much about it...like the time for everything..that day i tookhome that..and it was so beneficial to me..vicky confirmed it more when she told me to take one thing at a time...because in all things i try to rush through and just wished and wished that i could have them now...one area of patience that i had to learn..yeah..it was neat..then also feeling that everything is meaningless..like how i kinda feel that shopping is meaningless..i mean i dont think i will never ever shop again but as in...it doesnt have to be done all the time...and im not ruled by it anymore...but now i was asked by someone in the week what i find meaningfull.and i realise that its the act of serving...the very act of givin others more thought and helping people and just lvoing them its so meaningful!! and one eg of the week is ken!! i know that he probably needed so much help just having to mark all those scripts and stuff like that!!haha...anyways yeah its been really exciting learning about these kinda stuff...
okok i have class now..gtg...
ill speak with you soon!

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