Way too selfish...
Read PDL Day 37 today...And you know...I think I'm way too selfish...I don't even have a real urge to want to share the gospel with the people around me...Like I feel worried about being rejected, and I don't know how the story would touch them and their lives, and I'm worried about so many things about myself that it ain't right anymore....I'm not trusting in God...And I'm not even thinking hard about sharing the gospel with them....Maybe I really don't have enough love for them....
Thus I prayed for Jo-Ann...I really love and care for her a lot...And yet I just don't know how to reach out to her....I prayed for Esther, another friend...Who attends church, but I don't know whether she is saved and she is marrying a Christian....
I still don't know how and who to share my testimony with...You know something, I really only like helping people who are Christians who have backslided in their faith....Sharing about God to non-believers is really something that I have never felt for before...And now I know that I'm being kicked into doing it....I have to do it and God is really causing me to realize that I need to grow in this area...To really love the people that I want to reach out to....
I really prayed that God will make me less selfish and have more love for others....
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