sorry computer dead
hey girl..my computer has been in a state of confusion ad my brother is quite upset with me becasue of it..so im not able to use anything in the internet..and its quite bad..im not communicationg with anything..in fact this has to be rushed cause my beloved mommy is picking me from school..i am having such bad cramps i just want to curl up in mybed...its horrible..and well..ive ben feeling so low of late..its just heaps of stuff...
i really understand what youre going through..but you know gir..i think its time you relied on someone esle..which is what i came to learn about this past week...ive been relying on tomo and somehow shaun..and yo know what? God is removing them both from my life..its scary.. its sad..its damn painful..i only have you and barn now in sg that i really want to talk to...i mean i have my gfs..but somehow we just dont get to meet on a regular basis like how i can with you all...and thats really difficult for me so yarh..
God has been there...whether or not i wanted to choose from him or the others...and i realsied that God wanted me to choose him..and he is makingme choose him...have not been really enjoying PDL because its comin to topics that are difficult..but ill force myself through..that is what i have committed to HIM anyways...i read finish the little book of the prayer of jabez..and i am really touched by what i read and i will share wit you the 3 prayers inside that i have really been helped by on wednesday ift ehre is time..in anycase...things arent moving much in my life..im doin the routine..i m having my cramps and im moody..but i just try my very best to see things in a better light..do the things that i need to do like my work and stuff like that..i avoided the covenant and stuff cause i just din feel ready to do it and stuff and well..i figured that i cant run from it forever anyways...i has just realy been hard lah..oh wells...anyways i have to go now..takes me quite a while to walk to meet my mommy..
its funny when you need to use the internet the most you dont have it..haahh..amazing..no notes and everythin..haaah...
okok..ill see you tonight...
love you
big hugs for you on a wed afternoon.
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